Justified jean

Ohh karon lang ko magpakababoy pagbigyan niyo muna ako. Haha! :))) as always, alone. #foodporn #carbonara #ceasarsalad  (at Sunset Bistro)

Ohh karon lang ko magpakababoy pagbigyan niyo muna ako. Haha! :))) as always, alone. #foodporn #carbonara #ceasarsalad (at Sunset Bistro)

Im human, i made mistake, i fall down and im not perfect but thats how life is. So let just enjoy and never ever regret it! Aja! πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ‘πŸ‘ΌπŸ™ #human #instapic #instamood #selfie #life #style #smile

Im human, i made mistake, i fall down and im not perfect but thats how life is. So let just enjoy and never ever regret it! Aja! πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ‘πŸ‘ΌπŸ™ #human #instapic #instamood #selfie #life #style #smile

Uhaw ka ba? Tikman na! Ahhaha! Laag pud ginagmay pampawala ng stres. #apareja #halo-halo #foodporn #buko  (at Apareja Buko Halo-Halo)

Uhaw ka ba? Tikman na! Ahhaha! Laag pud ginagmay pampawala ng stres. #apareja #halo-halo #foodporn #buko (at Apareja Buko Halo-Halo)

Pwede maghinambog?? Haha! Proud to be an assuming “guy” lol bahala na sila papa kung ano pa isipin nila, dili na nako kaya magpanggap. Mas kumportable ko sa ani na outfit. Ganito talaga eh. #ootd #proud #swag #style #instapic  (at JC’s House, Tampakan)

Pwede maghinambog?? Haha! Proud to be an assuming “guy” lol bahala na sila papa kung ano pa isipin nila, dili na nako kaya magpanggap. Mas kumportable ko sa ani na outfit. Ganito talaga eh. #ootd #proud #swag #style #instapic (at JC’s House, Tampakan)

Thank you tito! Shot nanaman mamaya! 🍺🍺🍻🍻🍷🍷 #blacklabel #shot #johnniewalker #scotland  (at JC BUY N SELL, Tampakan)

Thank you tito! Shot nanaman mamaya! 🍺🍺🍻🍻🍷🍷 #blacklabel #shot #johnniewalker #scotland (at JC BUY N SELL, Tampakan)

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Joshifer Appreciation Day Part 23

The ones with the dancing.

Reblogging! Joshifer feels πŸ’—πŸ’—

“Failures will lead us to succes, unless we never tired of trying.”
“There was a time that we wish a perfect family and we wanted to have a perfect lover but reality strikes. Love doesnt means to be perfect its about accepting on what we have and what we had despite of being imperfection.”
— Justifiedjean
Letter to you!

Dear you,
Yes you, im talking to you. Hehe. After ko napanuod ang Starting Over Again aaminin ko naalala kita, bumalik lahat nang mga alala ko na kasama ka sa simula hanggang sa huli. Masasayang bagay at sakit na nafifeel ko. Its not easy to forget you because youve been part of my biggest history. Almost 3yrs we had been together are those moments that i can say that it cant be forget. Youve teach me to become me, i explore new things and places with you. Yung feeling na kinakabahan ka pero para sa mahal mo gagawin mo lahat makasama lang siya. I remember the day when i first met you it was our intrams, that was the time i was startruck. Seeing you was very mean though di pa ako inlove sayo. Nagkita naman tadhana natin that was the time na hiningi ko na number mo , nagtetext na tayo and finally pinayagan mokong manligaw, almost 1 month din bago moko sinagot di naging matagal sakin yun dahil pag gusto mo talagang di ka titigil. Nung naging tayo, it was’nt hard to fall inlove on you kasi i know na naging totoo ka sakin. Minahal moko minahal kita, mga sweetness and kilig di nawawala, and the efforts that we had together. Weve been gone through ups and down still were holding on. Until the time na dumating sa buhay natin yung “changes” and “adjustment”. Alam ko nahirapan ka at ako nahirapan rin, i do admit my mistake dahil naging mapride ako sa pagiging perfectionist yung tipong “once is enough twice is too much”. Ika nga pag mahal mo dapat ipaglaban mo. Napangunahan ako nang takot, napangunahan ako ng “what if’s” kaya nasasaktan ko sarili ko naging selfish ako di ko naisip na pati ikaw nasasaktan ko na rin. Wrong move masyado ginawa ko, ako na duwag, ako na unang sumuko hinintay ko nalang na ikaw ang magsabi na “break na tayo”. Alam ko na darating yun akala ko ready ako pero di pala. Im thankful kahit papano nakatulong mga friends ko para mapagaan kahit konti yung nararamdaman ko. I feel so hurt, masaya sa umaga malungkot sa gabi di nakakatulog ng maayos, umuuwi ng lasing para diretso na tulog pero ang sakit napalitan nang galit nung nalaman ko na may karelationship kanang iba. Anger and pain bumuo sa dibdib ko at mga tanong na di ko masagot sagot parang mabubuang ako sa kakaisip. Mas lalong di na talaga makatulog ng maayos, kala ko liqour will help me again pero di na ako tinablan kasi kahit lasing man ako di maiwasang maiyak kahit nakapikit ang mata at kahit mawala na yung epekto nang pagkalasing ko ginigising ako ng madaling araw umiiyak nanaman hanggang sa aabuting ng umagahan. Takot na akong matulog mag isa minsan nagdadahilan nalang ako na may thesis pero mga friends ko kasama ko dahil ayoko nang matulog sa kwarto ko. At kung di man sakanila eh nakikitulog na ako sa kwarto nila mama. Pinilit ko maging masaya sa harap ng mga kasamahan ko pero di na talaga mapigilan. Ang hirap humarap nang nakangiti pero alam mo deep inside nasasaktan ka. For how many months i know magkikita tayo inisip kong maghigante to prove na nakamove on na ako kasi nga galit ako sayo pero palpak kasi hindi ko magawang magalit sayo dahil ayaw man aminin nang utak ko pero di mapigilan nang feelings ko kasi nga mahal pa kita. Gulong gulo utak ko at isip ko bumabalik yung mga questions sa sarili ko. Di ko minsan maiwasan na sisihin sarili ko sa ginagawa ko o kung tama ba ginawa ko na pinakawalan kita. Aaminin ko rin na kahit di man ako makipagbalikan, inaassume ko na may feelings kapa sakin alam na alam yun nang feelings ko na mahal mo pa ako. Lumaki ulo ko kasi kampante ako. Galit ako, galit ako sa dyowa mo dahil nag aassume nga ako. Alam mo ba kung ano yung 2things na nagparealize sakin?? yung time na sa sobrang kalasingan inaway ko siya dahil inagaw ka niya sakin, nakalimutan ko na ako pala ang wala sa lugar. Inilabas ko yung galit ko na di ko alam yun pala ang magiging epekto na ilalayo ka niya sakin, he started to unfriend me and he uses your fb account to blocked me and the worst thing he did that i cant take it anymore ay yung ilalayo ka niya sakin. Dun nako natauhan na wala na pala akong karapatan sayo nung pumunta ako sa inyo para humingi ng sorry, i can’t remember what the exact words you said parang sinasabi mo sakin na siya yung may karapatan sayo that makes me realize na i dont have a powers to control you anymore. It kills me inside nung sinabi mo na sabi ng bf mo sayo. Para akong mabaliw. And the last thing that i realize i would rather save our friendship than loosing you AGAIN ayoko na mawala kapa sakin. Di ko talaga ginusto at ayaw ko na mangyari yun siguro may dahilan kung bakit nangyari yun, but somehow i was thankful that it was happened kasi it convinced me to stop bothering you, to accept reality, i keep moving forward and move on. Im very happy and contented kasi nga were in good friends (bestfriend?)lol. its really true that time heals di ko kelangan pagsisikan ang sarili ko na alam ko na masasaktan lang ako. Ang dami kung natutunan after watching talaga #SOA. It makes me express how i feel for the past years and this recent years. I can say na people change kung ano ka dati, once it broke di na talaga maibabalik. Its just we act mature now than before. Were bravier and fiercer than we used to be before. We can never have what we had (best person), we can never have our great love (person) but we can start all over again to our true love. Maybe someday maging kayo man o hindi the important thing is you love fairly, you trust fully and you have an allowance for mistakes.

If you really love someone dont let the others give a chance. Its not the kiligness overload that were talking here. Its about maturity and saving relationship.

“Spend more energy on the things that make you happy, and less energy on the things that make you unhappy” #selfie #hapiness #instapic #instamood #instafresh  (at JC’s House, Tampakan)

β€œSpend more energy on the things that make you happy, and less energy on the things that make you unhappy” #selfie #hapiness #instapic #instamood #instafresh (at JC’s House, Tampakan)